The Meaning Of Life?

For reasons unknown, I've been quite down of late.
I keep questioning the meaning of life.
I randomly disturbed people to cheer myself up but still end up emoing in a corner.

All my life has amounted to are academics and martial arts.
Martial arts makes me an overall good person.
Academics give me skills to get a job.
Therefore, wtf am I so disappointed with my life!?

I dont get it.
There are ppl worse off but 10x happier.
My cousins had to extend their poly studies and they're happy too.
I dont get it.

Probably the biggest question in life...
If only I knew how to answer it...

And oh, as a side note, i've rebound. lost e forming abs.
Cant be helped. I've got to rebuild my internal structure to avoid injuries.
Looking good will just have to wait.

Labels: Rant