Problems, Problems, Problems All Day Long...

I'm feeling little worried lately...
I've been wondering... Just wth did the radiologist see in the x-ray?
The appointment is next Fri and all I can do is hope for the best.

However, should I be found with some terminal illness...
What then shall I do?

I've also begun asking myself the following...

What has my life amounted to?
What have I achieved?
What am I to do if I cant fulfill my ambitions?

I've spent some time thinking and to date, my only achievement to date is...
The integration of several different martial arts.

Why did I do so?
1) Protect myself
2) Passing on my knowledge
Simple. If I ever have a family, I would impart these skills to the kids.
I will make them strong so that they may continue to perfect the art.

However, if I cant achieve this, I shall have to pass it onto someone else.
For starters, none of my cousins, etc, are suitable.
Most of them are too irresponsible and may abuse these skills.

Why so picky?
Well, these are my skills.
Anyone who wishes to continue my art must inherit a part of my philosophy.

And no, they are not required to read all 13 chapters of Sun Tzi Bing Fa.
They need to be determined, responsible and fearless.
They must put others before themselves.
They must control themselves and strike when necessary.
And last but not least, they must seek to continually refine this art.

Only thing they should not inherit from me is blood lust...
I wont elaborate more...